Dear Ashleigh,
Happy Sixteenth Birthday!!!!!!!!! It is hard to believe you entered this
world sixteen years ago, you are now the age I was when I gave birth to you. I
am so proud to have been the one that was given the chance to carry you under
my heart. I pray that your birthday is wonderful, which I am sure it will be.
It is time to drive now, are you getting your license? Of course you don’t have
to tell me if you are or not, just a question I wanted to ask. My mom, your
(birth)grandmother, made me get mine. I didn’t want to get mine, I was scared
of driving but I sure am thankful that she made me anyway, it made my life a
bit easier.
Well Ash, I don’t know what else I should write to you because I am not
sure what you want to hear. I do know that I want you to be aware of the fact
that at any time that you are ready for contact I am here, ready and willing. I
never want you to feel any pressure, I just want you to know that if you ever
need anything I am here. I also want you to know that I love your Mom and Dad
more than many will ever know, they are wonderful people. Also remember this I
would never think I could take their place, nor would I want to, they are your
parents and wonderful parents I believe they are. Know that I am just an
addition to that, a person that gave you life sixteen years ago, and that I
love you oh so very much.
Much love and I hope your sixteenth birthday is the best birthday yet.
Love Always,
Janel Indingar (Your “birth” mother)
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