This month is almost over but the best is yet to come

     Two birthdays have come and past this month, two birthdays that are very important and very sad for me. The first birthday is my only big brother Tony's birthday, his is sad for me because I have not seen him since I was in the fourth grade, almost 20 years ago. My brother is a parinoid schizophrenic and lives a life many of us cannot understand. My brother's illness has made it so we don't know where he is, but that doesn't mean we don't all miss and love him very much. The second birthday belongs to my beautiful baby niece Tianna. Tianna would be 13 this year, however, instead of her being here with us creating wonderful memories with our family she is in Heaven with our heavenly father. She passed when she was 3 1/2 months old due to a doctors negligence. I know she is with us and I am sure she knows we are with her. On her birthday every year I cry for my sister, a beautiful woman that had to endure such a painful situation but she did it with beauty just like everything else she does.

    

     The best part of this month will be here in a week. My sisters, brothers, brothers girlfriends, nephews and mother will all be down here for Thankgiving. I love having my family with me and I miss them all so much so this is definately the highlight of my month of November. With November being an emotional month with Adoption awareness and the two birthdays I need to have some fun and some family love surrounding me. I am so thankful for so many things and my family is what I am most thankful for.