My passion in life

I think I have finally found it, the passion I have. For the past few weeks I have gone back and forth with what I want to do in life. I withdrew from school 8 months before getting my BA in Psychology so I could start school for nursing. I have now reenrolled to finish my BA because I only have 8 months left and it is my passion. My passion is to work with people involved in adoption, it is my passion to help teenage girls become aware when it comes to sex, protection, and options if they need options. I want to see adoptions with happy endings. I want to be there for birthparents because I can say "I understand". I know what it is like to have noone around me that truly understands what it feels like to give up a piece of your heart. I know what it feels like to come to peace with the choices I have made. I know what it is like and I want to be there for others. I want people to see what a beautiful, amazing choice can be made when you choose adoption. I want people to know how hard it is, how painful it can be, but with all of it there is family, and there is so much love. One day I will have the chance to fullfil my passion, but first I needed to mend my broken pieces. I needed to beable to miss my daughter without crying, I needed to smile EVERYTIME I think about her. I am there, I am ready, and I cannot wait until God opens a door for me to walk through when it is time for me to continue on my adoption journey in a different route, a journey of helping others with their adoption journey.....oh how beautiful it will be.....